something that i wrote a long time ago.

when i can't find the right words to say
just keep waiting and wish it might happen
as time goes by and passes slowly
then realize that can't stand anymore and give up
make up my mind for the best
it's time to let it all out
hoping that it will turns well
suddenly it change to be different
all the question has been answered
who are the one in pain?
should have known that will ended up like this
for god sake
never know things will be so much difficult when it involve about this silly thing
my bad and i have to take it
no matter how hard it is
remind me next time
they are easy come and go just like that.

when?

this is the time
it won't wait,it won't stay
in not being selfish human being
it just too soon and i'm not ready yet
the shadow is too dark
wish i could hide behind it
so nobody know what it's feels alike
i used to believe that
but that feeling has gone for forever
not asking much
just the basic in relationship
can't figure it out how stupid i am
not like others who are really pathetic
i'm trying not to be like one of them
i'm ready to take control for the rest of my life.