do not read this.

do you like your partner right now?
don't hv any partner for now

are you in love right now?
yeah

with who?
edward

which edward?
hello? edward cullen of course

do you eat your lunch today?
nope

why?
i'm on diet HA-HA-HA
no lah,i had my brunch

do you miss someone right now?
yeah badly ;/

who?
juju a.k.a zulaikha

why don't you call her?
she did not picked up
grrr

do you feel like want to buy anything right now?
hell yah

what is that?
watch!

so why don't you just buy it?
i want to survey the hottest watch for this season first

are you happy right now?
kinda

well it sounds like not?
i said kinda
why do you care so much?
busybody

do you have any tv show that remind you of someone?
umm yeah

what?
the reaper

why?
mana boleh bagitau
secret

how come secret?
do i have to tell you everything?
it just remind me of someone,that all

do you have a crush on someone right now?
jap eh,let me think first

whats your answer?
i don't think i have one

why?
because i'm not into anybody right now

do you want anything from your brothers right now?
i want my rm180 back!

do you think they will pay you back?
nahhh

why?
they will ask my dad to pay for it

do you miss any vacation with your family right now?
yeah i do

when?
on end of 2006 kot
we went to pulau pinang

whats on your mind right now?
what is my SPM result?

are you ready for it?
ready for what?

SPM?you stupid
SPM heh?
umm not sure la but i'm ready for PMR
HA-HA-HA

what are you wish for your future?
a better life
and i can cook like a chef
or bibik to cook for me everyday

are you willing to wait for someone?
like who?

chad michael murray?
for sureee

what are the most thing that you love to do after got back from school?
what else?sleep!

can you play guitar?
you tell me

can you?
stop asking me this question

why do you love crapping,crapper?
so what?suka hati ah
and why are you wasting your time reading this?

why so many why?

why i have to take a shower while i can have my breakfast and sleep back?
why i have to go to school while i have to cook for my husband someday?
why i have to eat vegetables and fruits while i can eat fastfood and junkfood?
why i have to do my homeworks while i can watch tv for the whole day?
why i have to cook while i can just order pizza's?
why i have to listen what are you crapping while nobody wants to listen what am i crapping?
why i have to follow your order while nobody follow mine?
why pimples love me so much while i do hate them so much?
why i have to clean up my room when the room can clean up by itself?
why i still failed on my exam while i already copy my friends answer sheet?
why i have to go there when i can just stay here?
why i have to pay for my things when i can just steal and run away?
why i'm being such an idiot while i thought i am such a matured teenagers?
why i have wait for you while i can go there by myself?
why i care about you so much while you don't even care about me?
why i have to exercise while my weight just nice?
why you are not the one while i still believe that you are?
why i love you while i can love myself?
why i like to fight with my brothers while we can hang out together?
why i keep it alone while i can share with others?
why my mom and i are always arguing while we should spent our time with shopping?
why am i crying while i can scream out loud?
why am i still blogging while i should go to bed now?
why am i here while i have to sign out now?

why i want to say goodbye while i should say goodnight?

all day long,

the main event of every year
sportsday
nothing much but i had my fun :DDD
i'll upload the pictures that we took later.

your attitude make me sick,

when they say beauty without brain is equal to zero,i totally agree
but lately i noticed that certain of them which is really got the brain but they act without thinking
they just say what they wanna say without think other people feelings
this is so wrong
you want people to respect you but at the same time you treat other people very bad
we will respect you if you show some respect to us
you act like a retarded kids in street
not everything is always about you
you make yourself looked like an idiot
you have chosen the wrong way
do you think with your attitude like that people will salute you?
i don't even bother
you are such a no manners teenagers who excited with your lifestyle.

happy birthday abah,

i just can afford to buy this,
HAHA :D

candid!



10.02.2009
today is my dad's birthday :D
we went to jusco yesterday
we ate at nando's
my mom and i bought some presents for my dad
i bought him something with MY OWN MONEY (penat kumpul)
hehe
i'll claim half of the money with my brothers later
they better pay me off or else.. ;o
gtg
im off to tuition
daaaaaa :)

i do regret more than i admit.

i don't know how long this situation will stay like this
but i'll always pray and hoping that it will stay forever
because i've been through the pain for a long time
i don't need the second experience


sometimes i keep thinking why you change so drastically
you treat me very well but the other minute,i feel like i don't even know you
perhaps i'm not good enough
but i learn to take it easy by told myself that i have done my best